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Diminishing
wordnet.priceton.edu >> becoming smaller or less or appearing to do so
Example of usage >> My savings are diminishing rapidly.

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Phew! Really tied up with work lately, on top of the current never-ending workload, one customer is bugging me on an hourly basis to get her stuff done since the PM was not responding in a timely manner. Then have to run between the office and the client site due to deployment and security issues, benci lah! I've been bugging the company to get me a laptop but seems like my request is falling to deaf ears, one time after another.

Sigh. Lately right, looking at the balance of my savings is fast becoming a sad affair, it can no longer comfort me from all the suffering attained from work like it used to. Those little digits shrank so fast that I don't even have the chance to dream of things I can do with all the hard earned cash. What to do, I guess I'm the type of person who feels more secure only if there's a sum of cash at my expense at all times, at least there's no need to panic during any crisis or emergencies right? I guess its just that nothing physical has actually materialized from all these expenditures for me to see or touch that it's making me feel as though the money just went, missing.

Its like, you made a huge downpayment for your new car but have yet to get it since there's a long waiting list. You know you've already made the purchase but since the car has yet to exist physically, don't you feel like part of your savings has suddenly gone missing? No ah? Then its just me loh.

Up to this point, there's still a few more payments to be made before things will finally slow down a little. And I thought nothing would cost me more than the second wife at my current age. Hopefully, nothing will appear all of a sudden in our To Buy and To Do list anymore, else, I'll definitely be drowning in a pool of debt *glug glug glug*. Indeed I am hinting a particular someone. I wonder who once told me that a wedding is a simple affair.

And since its a new year, its time for insurance renewals as well O.M.G. *faints* Take my hand don't take my money can? Just kidding.