14.01.2008.

Random quote from Jacklyn:
Why do you always bring me sad news during our monthly-versaries?

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I was told to prolong my stay here yet again, due to difficulties in the project and this time around, its the BigBoss who disapproved of my transfer back to the Malaysia branch although the PM was willing to let me off, or so he said, hence the statement above as well. For one moment, nothing really registered as my concentration was on trying really hard to restrain my middle finger from showing as it was the most WTF thing I've heard for a very, very long time. With that WTF phrase kept playing in my mind, I stared at him in disbelieve. Total frustration. The feeling is like when you're young, your parents promised a weekend vacation somewhere and you've been really looking forward to it, like for months, then suddenly at the last minute, it was cancelled. You tell me tu-lan or not. Sigh.

Seriously, if not for the financial situation that I am currently stuck in, I would have stopped him, walked back to my desk, typed my resignation letter, print it out, put it in the company envelope then hand it over to the PM and the BigBoss, or perhaps throw it at their face if I feel like it. But have to remain logical and rational. Unlike one of my Malaysian colleague who went missing after serving only 1 week of the notice period and now the BigBoss is hunting for her, quite a scene. Guess she just lost it, fius terbakar.

So, I spent the next hour bargaining for the best outcome with him, pushing the limits, crossing the boundaries. Managed to get about 11 days worth of leave and a few more days in KL before heading back and the maximum I would be staying being end of March, nothing more, less is favourable. And the worst thing now should be, since I've already informed my landlord earlier on that I would be moving out, he already managed to get a replacement tenant! Talk about efficiency, if only the company would be half as good. Well, I don't really give a damn, if they can't provide me with accomodation since finding one for a month plus would be like, impossible, they can just kiss my *** goodbye lah.

*Proceeds to console self to look at things from the bright side*

p/s: guess it'll be a while more before we can start celebrating our monthly-versaries again huh? How many have we actually missed yah, I already lost count.