Tuesday, October 03, 2006

you know?

You know how it feels, when you're looking forward to something, but it doesn't turn out the way that you've imagined; and you're left feeling helpless?

You know how it feels, when you screw up badly that even though there's reassurance that its not all that bad, but you yourself knows best, and you're left agonizing?

You know how it feels, when you're requested to give an answer to something, not only did you fail to do so, you were eventually guided to an answer, which was pretty simple, and you're left feeling dumb?

You know how it feels, when hear about others failing, yet you reassured yourself that it would not happen to you, as you're always prepared, but it did, hitting you hard, and you're left feeling absolutely defeated?

You know how it feels, when you screwed an interview?

Leave me alone, as I shall be sitting by the corner of my room, facing the wall, sulking for hours to come...

p/s :: Initially I was planning to do the FooXion gathering @ Steven's Corner Pandan Indah, but that was before the interview...


Of Happier stuff, few days back was yogajen's bday!!! So Happy, Yappy, B'lated B'day Ah Jen. Wish you no need to do anymore programming for the rest of your life, and may Roxy be with you!!! Live life to the fullest (which I think you're currently doing better than me) and rawk on!!!

my first photo with ah jen

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