I'm quite
demotivated to work lately and I think its
affecting my
blogging as well, I've been
deleting more drafts rather than
completing them.
Working late has become a thing of the past and I simply
cringe at the thought of coming to office during
weekends, which
unfortunately, I have to, for this coming Saturday and Sunday. Yup, its
THAT bad, sigh. Is this
a sign that I should start scanning for another opportunity elsewhere? Or is it
Fated ala
Adrian?
I kinda managed to list down a few probable
cause to the above situation ::
(i)
Uncertainties abundant. There's no
solid plan for the current project as the dateline keeps getting
postponed, so flexible like yoga! Its as though it'll
never gonna
end! Working on the same stuff again and again and over-again is never a good thing.
(ii)
Uncertainties abundant 2. At the same time, I keep getting
thrown into minor enhancement projects which I totally
hate it! Anything worst than finding a dead cockroach in your
Maggi Goreng Sotong has got to be assigned to a completed project with
0% knowledge and
100% expectations.
(iii)
Uncertainties abundant 3. I have absolutely
no idea what's the plan after I completed the 6 months
assignment here. When inquired, I get,
we'll see as things go. WTF! Imagine you asking me the
progress of the
module and I answer the
same thing lah, can?
(iv)
Uncertainties abundant 4. Resource management
crisis, to date, I have changed
3 different PCs and worked on
6 different notebooks.
(v)
Colleagues from hell, possible reincarnation from flies or mosquitoes. Both having
attitude problems, one having the skills but think
too highly of himself and bad at communicating, while the other not having the skills but also think
very highly of himself. The other day I
screwed the
latter, giving him a huge piece of my mind and suddenly, he became much more
approachable. :)
