I have a lot of stuff that I wanted to blog about, but somehow, things just doen't materialize to how it should be. Most of the times, my train of thought would just end abruptly after a single paragraph, die-die also cannot continue. It's like you're building a sandcastle, finishing the first tower and suddenly the waves somehow reached your creation and swept everything away. Nowadays, it happens so often that I'm beginning to have doubts on my ability to write, even for simple stuff.
Not like I'm trying to come up with stuff so engaging and captivating that it causes you to ignore your surroundings while dwelling into a deep state of attention. I secretly wished I could, hehe. Lack of inspiration? I don't think so, I read quite a lot daily (self acclaimed), of papers, articles, blogs, etc. Ideas do come, post written, but the moment I scan through the finished piece, it just doesn't seem right. Either it lacks of something (x-factor?) or nothing seems right, as if a mold that couldn't be sculpted into a desired piece.
I'm having a block right now. Sigh. I wish my thoughts would just materialize into beautiful pieces of words automatically. I shall stop now before I dwell myself into a wallow of self pity yet again. I guess I can be pretty negative at times.
Well, a chocolate sundae from McD shall do the trick... dum dee dum...
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